my little bday

Honestly.. dun feel like celebrating my bday coz it will just be a celebration of the fact that i have to admit im a year older AGAIN..

God.. the height of the graph has reached its peak.... its going down soon..

Didnt think that i will be bothered about age so much.. really.. once it hits 21.. its rolling down the hill with no brakes..

Cut my hair over the weekend.. hoping to have a fresh look.. and finally went to select the bag!! Weee.. he topped up the remaining 110 for the new bag to be my bday pressie.. its so worth it.. and he dun have to worry about my bday present! hahahahahahahaha

Tday is my last work day of the week.. YES! i wil be on leave the next 2 days to have a good rest.

Yipppppie!!!!!!!!!!!

Had lunch with my dept last friday .. they wana celebrate my bday but i dun them dun want.. coz i paiseh and i dun wana celeb my bday.. so it became a ops lunch instead.. hahahahahaha

Went for dinner and drinks with mambo and yiping on monday...haahaha.. waited for them like an hour la.. that 2 woman!!! and end up spending money by walking around.. evil sale signs everywhere!!! Had fun talking and luffing and catching up.. hahahaha.. its like we only meet around our bdays..

Then went for dinner last nite with few of my colls... yummy steamboat and had a great luff and great stories to listen to.. hahaah..

Going for another round of steamboat tnite.. he say he is asking the rest of them.. i dunno who is he referring to.. i tot its just going to be 2 of us. .but i think more pple more fun la ;)

Tmrw is lunch with another friend and then dinner with my family.. and then not sure if going out at nite still... seems like the more i dun wana celebrate.. the more this bday is going to be a long long long one.. LOL..

first time having my bday in a row like this.. wahahahaha..

Was all happy and excited to have dinner with him tnite.. but now.. not so much.. am not very happy and is quite angry.. bleh.. hopefully 6pm will change my mood.... ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzz

Roller Coaster weekend

Roller coaster weekend for me.. cut my hair but i dun think really have a great diff coz my hair was very layered already. hahahahahaha..

KILL KILL KILL!!!!!!!
BURN BURN BURN!!!!!!!!!!

Wahhahahahahaaha...

Who says boxing is a sports?

So busy recently!! Long time nv been so hectic in my work life.. hahahah.. slacking a long time previously man.. tsk tsk tsk..

Time pass very fast due to this.. i get knocked out like 10+ in the nite.. without any energy left in the cells of my body.

My home aircon is still failing.. hyyz. very sian..

Was watching a boxing match last nite and i asked denzil like for the 1millionth time.. BOXING IS A SPORTS HUH??

And he replied me for the 1millionth time : MMM (meaning a frustrated yes..)

I still dun get it. Sports is something that i would consider.. HEALTHY competition. people compete and get goodness out of it .. like good health.. good physics.. good endurance...

But .. boxing???

I see the competitors hitting at each other's faces / head and their head swells like ... i dunno how to describe.. hahahaha..

Its definitely not a healthy sport and it protrays violence.. and U GET HURT OUT OF IT...

I wonder why its a sport.

Like chinese kung-fu or japanese karate are for self-defense and attack.. we dun see them as a sport.. so why does boxing be?

Weird..

Last week recieved a weird phonecall like 3 am and its private no.
The person sounded drunk on the phone and if i can recall, he called out my name.
When i asked "who are u?" he gave me a big sigh and asked "u really duno who i am? *sigh* nvm then".. then i hear.. "dooooo dooooo doooo dooooooo"

FUCKER.. i wanted to call singtel to trace the no. i noe i have the rights to do it cause its considered a nuisance call.

One more time. i will get the no. fm singtel and report it to the authorities.
Trust me i will.. fuckers who do this are just sibeh bo liao.. im not some "pls-talk-to-me-when-im-drunk" hotline.. so pls fuck the hell off . thanks

he is lucky he didnt do it again... i will really get to the bottom of it.

Anyway..Weekend nearing and finally i can get a rest.. hopefully!!! wahaahahhaha

Muscle aches

Whole body is aching like mad.. i think i have been pushing myself to the limits.. ahahahhaah..

Monday combat
Tues gym + golf
Wed combat + walking so far to take the train
Thurs.. muscle pain like hell..

Stupid train service stopped last evening.. I left office asap to go down to meet my mum and sis..

The train was ok.. and suddenly.. evone had to get down at AMK station. Asked us to transfer to another train.. already the train stopped for like 10 minutes at bishan..

I alighted the train in the middle platform and went to the one going towards jurong east. The screen shows "YISHUN".. so i stood outside the jam-packed train and waited..

The door didnt close.. and people are moving in and out of the train.. i wonder.. how long did this train stood here..

Behind me.. at least 3 trains from marina bay dropped like 10000000000 pple.. wondering if the station will collapse.. bleh

Then after 15 - 20 minutes of standing in the humid weather.. the station announced for evone to alight that stupid train tat stood there so long...

So EVERYONE gto leave the place coz THERE IS NOT GOING TO BE ANY TRAIN GOING UP TO JURONG EAST.

wtf??

i went down.. taxi Q at the mrt station is full!! like there is free money for Q ing for taxi..

then .. I walked to amk hub.. hope got chance coz there got quite alot of taxis..

One whole bunch of pple Q-ing for cab.. another whole bunch.. calling for cab..
Not to mention the huge no. of pple waiting for bus. i dun even noe where the Q starts!!

I was hungry like mad and had to tell my mum+sis i cannot join them.

Bought a curry puff and drink to lun first.. so many people!! Too many people everywhere to sit down and eat or wat.. so i think.. might as well walk away fm the amk hub to see if can catch a cab along the way..

STILL MANY PPLE ALONG THE WAY.. ALONG THE ROAD REACHING THEIR HANDS OUT TO CABS COMING..

So i continue walking with the rest of the crowd.. then i saw train starting to go towards yio chu kang.. the train service is back.. and i just keep walking...

walk until.. yio chu kang mrt..

zzzzzzzzzzzz....

still not a cab in sight.. all cabs are red on top!!

@#$)(*#$_!*)!@#)!@(#_(@

so i took the stupid train home..

calf muscles are pain like hell.. nb.. of all time.. peak hour gto have problems.. not first time.. mrning time also sometimes like tat..

WAKE UP WAKE UP.. DO MORE MAINTAINENCE.. ITS CAUSING IRRITANCE AND DISTURBANCE TO PEOPLE!!!

Recharged

Weekend was peaceful, we didnt go out.. just rest and for golf.. its like recharging our batteries.

Was not so peaceful on friday evening.. recieved a sms which i tot initially is quite funny. but i realised that i was the one recieving it & not him ... this i felt really unfair.

If all good things like going out to drink, party and have fun and only wana include HIM in this oh-so-fun picture, then pls make all complaints and so on to him as well. Im not a sponge for absorbing bad stuff. U all like to go drink and spend "quality" time with other chais, and i gto pick up the shit of waking him up the next mrning and i already dun complain. I ask him to have fun for u all to enjoy.

So dont come and give me such nonsense when im not the actual person u are wanting to see.

To put it blunty, im just a partner or someone to tag along & i resign to my fate long time ago. So why should i get all the blame??? Have u all every put urself in my shoes?? Bleh..

Anyway, Mother's day lunch was great.. we had a good time fm 12 - 4 at the buffet! hahahaha..

Had crab for dinner last nite with ah lun .. mmm.. so yummy.. but waited painfully for a long time coz of the mother's day celebration. SO MANY FREAKING PEOPLE.

Didnt feel so tired on a monday surprisingly .. coz of the good rest we had i guess

Waiting for angels and demons to open this week, i would like to watch the show.. weee~~

Get well soon Chubby

Last nite went to the gym.. put our new shoes to the test.. hehehe... it was really comfy.. Finished our session and i was about to go bath..

Saw my phone lighten up showing "home" and vibrating in the locker.. so i picked up..

My 2nd sis told me that my youngest sis is going to the hospital now..

My jaws dropped, my heart sank and my hair all stood up.

Her fever still not subsided and the headaches are still bothering her. Her condition deterioated.. vomitting and couldnt eat.

My youngest sis has history of menagitis.. my mum says its call "nao mo yan"..duno my mum correct anot.. sis had it when she was 9.. the headache is on the back of the head.. after 1 week in hospital for tests. her menagits was fortunately not causing danger to her life.

So last nite when i heard the news i was very scared.

The GP suspected it might be a relapse so asked my parents to bring her to the hospital.

I wanted to go down .. but my mum called mentioning that due to the STUPID SWINE FLU.. only 2 person allowed to go in with my sis.

So i went back to dz house and waited..

About 10+, the doc say unlikely to be menagitis.. so took a blood test. 2 hours later.. results show that my sis white blood cells are low ..

She was put on drip and to be in the observation ward for another 8 hrs to take the next blood test.

This mrning hospital called my mum saying she can be discharged.

I texted my sis and she replied cheerfully.

PHEW..

A big stone off my chest..

Hope little chubby gets well soon *sob*

I will miss my family one

So Tuesday i went golf with his family members.. and he went out.. hahahaha.. quite fun.. 4 of us girls and 2 guys...

Then he got drunk but reached home at midnight.. gto take care of him for a short while until he concussed. Next mrning, i had a hard time waking him up.. the weather was so nice to sleep in .. ahahhaha..

His eyes still red and still swaying a little - hangover

While waiting for cab.. i sniffed him and asked.. "wat perfume u wearing?"

He opened his jaws and say.. "PERFUME??????"

I said " ya.. issit martell brand, or chivas or tiger?"

He luffed and replied "martell neat"

So afternoon i called him and looked for "mr. neat" hahaha. mr. martell neat! lol.. coz till afternoon, he is still drunk.. orbi good.. drink smemre la! LOL..

Evening came and i was preparing to go back my own home.. then i recieve a phonecall..

My mom asked me not to come home coz no bed to sleep.. muahahahahaha... poor little sister is sick again :( *sayang* her bf came to my house to get sick with her.. ahahah.. no la.. as in to take care of her.. so i gto nobody to bunk in at home.

So i hippi-ti hopped to his home and rest.

He recovered fm his hangover already.. and is going to get himself drunk AGAIN.

Duno wats so fun about drinking everynite.. something i cannot understand.. didnt bother much la.. i just watched the korean drama (hello! xiao jie) online and fell asleep...

We plan to go to the gym tnite. .brought our coupless track shoes out.. wahahah.. tnite going to put it to the test! wooohoo

My Busy long weekend

Hyyz.. no more upcoming holidays.. so sian! The long weekend was great!! Let's see...

Thursday evening went really well.
Then friday went for my cousin tea ceremony in the mrning first..







Then went back to ah lun house to nua.. and prepared to go for the dinner together..

Full force..

After dinner went home to sleep.. next mrning, went to the range to practise.. hehehe.. met a really geh kiang uncle there who tried to correct my swing.. pui.. my coach didnt even say anything and he is there to confuse me .. so rude.. started staring at me while he sat down.. then "HELLO HELLO HELLO HELLO" .................................... CRAZY...

Denzil still tell him "thanks ar uncle" on our way out.. I couldnt be bothered with such KPOs.. but dz say some times people are just trying to be nice... i should try to understand.. I then try to see wat he is trying to tell me. I told him mabbe lor.. but i feel i got a need to protect myself fm starngers... then again, being so stupid.. nice strangers.. i put up a wall but let friends invade and hurt me as and when they like.. hahahahahaha... im so STUPID..

Then we went to town to cut hair.. then looked for some track shoes.. we went nike and tried the really "soft" shoe that can bend like rubber.. we both tried and it was SO COMFORTABLE... didnt buy.. coz i felt it was really ex.. so i bu she de buy it...

We met efran and esther for coffee and then joey and tabi joined for korean food at the ex-merdian hotel foodcourt. wow .. it was really NICE~! MMMMMmmmmm...

Watched Wolverine . and it was very nice.. the story can connect to the X-men.. very good...

Sunday came and we went for our golf lesson.. Jenn and serena started first.. as 12pm, then jerry and kevin at 1pm.. our lesson is fm 2pm..

So.. we played golf fm 12 - 3 pm.. OMG.. my whole body muscles like all broke down and have no enery in them anymore...

We then went back to shower and ran out of the house again.. haahhaha.. went to shop for track shoes with jenn and jerry.. Finally decied to buy the nike one coz dz decided so.. hahaha.. so i also buy lor.. coz i really like..

Couple shoes.. hahahaha.

Then we went for a really full dinner at crystal jade.. 4 person eat so much!!

my very handsome ah lun

his lookalike cousin.. jerry and the big spread of food

jenn - always so sweeet..

After dinner, went back and got a headache so slept early..

this mrning rained .. so nice to just sleep in.. but still gto drag my tired ass to work.. zzzz.. mondays are boring!!!!

Take a bow

Nice song > Take a bow Rihanna

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like the re-run
Please, what else is on

Im sorry but not so sorry

Alot of shocking news yesterday that my little brain couldnt really take it.. haahaha... All prepared now to go to my cousin house for his tea ceremony.. but am still early so waiting for my mum to call me before i head down...

Back to the news.. hahahha... first up is that i get to exchange a new bag fm anything in the shop, anything more than wat i pay for, i can top up. The reason is coz the bag started dropping color and i actually only wanted the shop to do a touch up. but this is so much better!!! Save my trouble to think of selling it to a 2nd hand shop. instead, I GET A NEW BAG!! hahahha.. went to see the designs last nite but i didnt see anything i fancy yet.

Then it comes to work news.. my collegue just went for a meeting with our biggest account and told me very sternly that they have feedback on my work. i was very scared, already kena once last year for not being up to their standard although i tried very hard.. then he said.. "that there are some issues last year rite.. well, this year.. it was good feedback."

OMFG ok..

Scared the shit out of me... hahahha.. am very happy la.. i work hard but of course curse hard too when things dun go the way i want.. but this is something that i really grateful to hear. Now gto step it up and try to improve even more.

Had dinner with ah lun last nite, satisfy our jap hunger and had yummy jap food. Then walked around to see the bag i wana exhange for then we went home to rest.

Alot of indepth things were discussed last evening and i realised that im actually very sorry for saying things to someone i shouldnt say. it will sound cliche but i was just trying to help. it got backfired and cause a series of chain fires instead..

Well, im sorry for wat has been done & i think thats the best i can do. But its like a even bigger wake up call to myself... stop being so naive.. hahha.. i admit.. i am..

Its good to know who are the friends and foes around u.. but sometimes its so hard to differentiate.. which makes humankind very scary...