The confession of a bitch

OK.. i have lots and lots to complain about the transport system.

First.. WHY IS THE BLOODY estimated arrival times of the trains not reflecting the NEXT FUCKING TRAIN TIME?!!??! Its bloody hell peak hour ok?! wtf?!

Not only that, trains are coming at 6 minutes interval. WAT KIND OF SHITTY TIMING IS THAT FOR PEAK HOUR. I fucking repeat myself. PEAK HOUR. The damn trains are packed and i havent start on irritating pple on the trains.

The most stupid idea is to take out seats fm the train, before the prices of transport was projected to fall, i was cursing and swearing like mad.

More trains should be provided, not increasing our fees and take out seats. So much for "ensuring more space for people during peak hour". Its more like.. "we can make more money by squeezing mre pple on each trip" - We are not japan, the trains are full but still breathable.

Next.. i really have super bad experience on the train this mrning. First.. i have nothing against fat people. But im not sure why this mrning.. the cabin that im in.. has all the super size girls.

One aunty rushing for seats (as usual) refuse to sit beside this big size girl. Fine, i will rest my legs and sit down since the kiasu aunty is so picky.

Its ok, i didnt feel squashed or wat.

Until..

Another plus size girl sat beside me.. OMG..

U noe the ham and cheese sandwhich?? Im not even the ham! Im the cheese!!

Last evening incident was the best.. a family came into the train. U noe nowadays the newer trains have seats that are wider? So as to provide MORE comfort (To be fair, i wasnt in the new trains this mrning).

Anyway.. the mother of the children sat down after her kids offered the seat to her. She sat beside me with her gigantic butt. Then.. she start pointing to her kid to squeeze his fucking small butt in between us.

PLS FOR FUCK SAKE WAKE UP UR FUCKING IDEA?!!?!?

Do u have brains of a pig?? It is for 1 person. O . N . E. ONE! Do u need me to point my middle finger to show u how many is ONE?!

Anyway, i turned and stared at her and she stopped offering her son to sit beside her.

If she were a kid and her butt is half of mine, FINE. U 2 can squeeze all u like, just dun bloody cut into my PERSONAL space.

So. then another lady sat on the other side of me.. then started to pass things to the fat mother beside me. As if to purposely anger me coz of my staring.

Not only that, she even kept looking at my DS. For heaven's sake.. she got no sense of PHYSICAL SPACE nor MENTAL SPACE.

I hate all ugly singaporeans. I hope u all rot and fucking die!!!!!!!!!!

Just to remember the "good old times" of PERVERTS on the trains, here are their pics again!


Someone gave up their seat for the pregnant lady and this man sat down. FUCKER




Nothing wrong with this guy? I even did a ZOOM on his pervertic nerdy face.
Look at his position of his camera.. i can even see the reflection on his book that he is taking pics of me and my sis!


There is one more bloody shit man who keep on moving/leaning forward to see a ger zhao geng WHEN SHE IS NOT SHOWING ANYTHING. I cannot find that bloody pic. PUI!

Sleeeeeeeeeeepy~

My God!! Its only 1130 and I'm already feeling sleepy. HOW AM I GG TO SURVIVE THE REST OF THE DAY, THE WEEK?????

Weekend came and go like a breeze.. always so short!

Watched Benjamin Button on Friday Nite and fell asleep halfway. *Yawn* Too much dialogue.

Brad Pitt is still so handsome!

Over the weekend, i realised that sometimes.. as we mature, we can be so sweetfully-silly at times. Hehe.. Times when arguments arises due to jealousy or plain imagination can really get on the nerves on the other; When all these are gone, the recieving party might feel that the partner doesn't care / love you as much as before.

Caring and loving comes in many ways, and jealousy & pure imgaination the worst kind of expressing. Its hard to curb how u feel especially when you are a girl. It all boils down very much depend how much the guy is worth to trust and how much u are willing to change to express ur love in another manner :)

Poker Face

Poker Face - You only see wat they show you.

Weekend is just 2 days away

Another 1.5 days to go for the weekend to be here.. its so near yet so far..~~

There is a new upcoming movie, opening today.



He's just not that into you - sounds like a very mean thing that anyone would say?!
But the cast is great! Lotsa stars that i like. Wonder if ah lun will wana watch this romance comedy flick with me.. kekekeke..

Jennifer Aniston is one of them; this is the fear, all her shows sucked to the max. Not sure why.

Bought 2 dvds to watch tonight first..

Have been feeling lethargic lately and concuss at timings like 9+ or 10+ in the night. Not sure why.. so tired... ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzz

Went to do my nails last night and got scolded by bear and penny just now.. hahahhaha.. I like my nails nice nice la.. dun like tat la .. :(

My package is at this cheena hot pink Nail Palace, the pple there are really pushy and super hardcore hardsell. But, their service and quality is really good. That's why i go back there la. also coz they have so many branches easy for pple to just hop into any to do nails with their package.

Tried other places where the place is much nicer/more posh, but the quality of service and the nails really not up to standard.. Quite disappointing coz much is expected fm that kind of very nice place..

It's meeting my ah lun tnite.. yippie~ we are going to do some important project tnite.. so excited!! heheheeheheeheheheeh..

Stupid hair

I was playing with my iphone.. and there is this application of hairstyle.. which made denzil and me laugh till we cried using some of IDG guys faces.. to be fair.. i put my own face and made different hair colors.. just for fun..


I wish my hair was this thick..


Some stupid red head.


Did someone like put a mop on my head??

Thinking of doing something to my hair again.. mabbe extension? AGAIN?!?!!

Dunno leh.. very sian. i hate my fringe.. its the most important yet difficult to get the right one feature. Bleh..

Super full dinner last nite at Trader's.. didnt go to Frankie's side.. too tired.. went home and meddled with Yilin's new phone and then slept like a baby..

Feeling goggy again today.. i need to have a long relaxing break!!!

Bintan's Banyan tree is so tempting.. but the price is not that worth it.. ZZzzzzzzzzz

Birthdays

Happy Birthday to Yilin and Frankie!

Same birthday today.. hahaha. so coincidence. Anyway, going for dinner with my family tonite then probably meet up for Frankie's later.. if i have enough energy.. :p

Ah lun just sent me a few videos on how much sperm some guys can produce and ITS FUCKING DIGUSTING..

To describe, the guy had HUGE balls and small dick.. with PLENTIFUL of sperm.. *vomits*

I was so tired last nite.. i fell asleep at 10.. concussed..

This mrning woke up a little more energized. the weather seems to be clearer today, therefore mood also better.. hehehe

Was browsing thru some pictures fm last time.. and suddenly my heart just sank.. hyyz.. sometimes think back of the past.. still will feel sad.. but we should all learn to put things behind us and get on with our lives..

Feeling sad / hurt should not linger too long in the present, we should use that to remind ourselves how we should continue living our future. Its very difficult la.. but at least try lor. U never know when u will be able to do it one day :D

Just dropped the form recieved fm HDB (like finally) last evening. Completed one step. One more letter to go and its super confirmed official.. weeee~~~

Happy Valentine's Day

Damn shag la.. whole weekend didnt really sleep..

Sat mrning came and i was sound asleep.. then the hp rang.. and i passed the phone to mr. drowsy oon...

He picked up.. and coz the room was very quiet, i could hear the person on the other line.

Man : "Is this Mr. Denzil Oon?"
Ah lun : "Yes"
Man : "U ........ "(I couldn't hear)
Ah lun : "Yes"
Man : "Can you come down?"
Ah lun : "Okok, i come down now"

Then he put down the phone and i asked.. who?
Ah lun kept silent, then just stood up.. i asked again "WHO?"
Still silence fm him and he exit out the door.

Was toooooooo tired so didnt chase after him.

Then i fell asleep again, he came back shortly and i asked "where u go?"

STILL SILENCE FM MR. OON..

He went to the loo.. then i continue trying to sleep.. zzzzz

Then suddenly.. he took out this behind his back..



Aiyo!! So nice leh.. he surprised me!!!

So sweet of him to order the flowers and deliver them to me.

And to give me while i was sleeping.. hehehee..

I didnt take any pics coz my face was bare and it would look like a panda with messy hair taking this bouquet of flowers.. :p

My lovely and me had a splendid V-day. Although spent with many other people but he really very sweet. Not that i praising my own bf.. but he really is very sweet to me. Hehehe..

My V-day present.. my favourite.. LILIES ..

Its going to dry up and im going to put it as a display on my dressing table..

Weeeee~~~~~

Yippie!~

Yes! This weekend is earlier and longer for me this week.. hur hur hur!!! Yippie!!!

Packed the almost-final stack of files yesterday for warehouse .. still have few stacks left lying around i have to put it in today. But... cut my finger during packing yesterday.. BOO! My middle finger..

Now i realise, that the middle finger is very important, not only it can be used to point at pple when u wana curse them, it is very important for removing make up, shampoo-ing, applying BB cream on ur face, applying protein on ur hair.. etc etc.

Muahhaahhahaa..

I was tagged of a very ridiculous picture of myself



Yes.. this is the bicycle of a small little baby boy and i insisted on squeezing my big fat butt into it and tried to cycle around.

The bicycle couldn't even move an inch!!!! Muahahahahaah..

Happy happy day! Happy happy weekend! Weeeeee~~~

Valentine's Day

Well, alot of pple are tying the knot this year.. is this what happens when u approach a certain age? hahahaha.. congrats to all and its always something GREAT to settle down with someone u love..

Anyway, i stop taking my med "For giddiness, nasuea, vomitting"

and the remark reads : "may cause drowsiness"

So what's the diff ??

Still taking boring soupy stuff and prays hard that my stomach will stop churning and i will stop having the runs!

Having more energy today coz i stopped the med, but still lao sai.. hyyz.. terrible..

No more lao sai pls~~~~~

Dehydrated of everything

No mood to blog.. no energy.. no appetite.. no mood for anything..

Stomach flu? or Food Poisoning.. zzzz

It started early this mrning.. about midnight.. i was playing mahjong when i felt my stomach pulling backwards.. its gastric....

Then.. i started running to the loo to throw up.. i went back and sat down continuing with the game.. then whenever we shuffle the cards, i ran to the loo to throw up again.

and throw up again

and throw up again..

and throw up again...

my whole stomach became empty... the things coming out fm my throat.. only became like some weird liquid fm my stomach and foam...

Ah lun immediately cooked porridge water for me to drink, my mum's remedy to stomach discomfort.. i threw up al the water again but manage to sleep.

As expected, my stomach woke me up after 4 hrs of sleep to bring me to the toilet to throw up AGAIN.. i gulped down water and at least there is water to throw out.

Woke up again 2 hrs later.. and then finally in time to see the doc.

Waited for MINIMUM 1 HR at the stupid clinic. Took the jab and finally, the vomitting stopped. Still feeling nasuea but at least the food doesnt come out!

The ONLY consolation im giving myself is that my entire digestive system is flushed out (i hope!), didnt mention that i had diarhoea too.. fm my stomach up and down, all should be CLEAR.

On top of all these, my big M is here to add on to the wonderful things that is happening to me.

OMFG..

pls.. someone.. stop the churning in my stomach! :(

Copycats

Yesterday was a great day, recieved some really good news! hehehe.. Finally, reallly with never dying spirit, some times .. u really can get what u want, just as long as you have faith. :p i just hope that everything will go smooth and nothing bad will happen * put hands together and hope *

But this mrning was a bumpy one, fed up. im not some idiot ok. i know wat is going on. zzzzz

last nite's dinner gave me some enlightment to some "news" in my office. some people are not who they really seem they are. the people that they favour (whom its shown in their normal behaviour where evone can see) might not be real coz deep down, they are actually licking balls to another.. so, girl's gossip are especially not to be shared to people we hardly know.. TRUST NO ONE in this world. Anyway, it ALWAYS gets backfired. LOL

Something that i wana bitch about is COPYCAT, i'm watching this show, the war of the in-laws part 2.



i love myolie wu's hair here.. mmmmm

There is one character that is being called a COPYCAT. i dun understand why must she copy everything her senior is doing?? yes.. evone always follows abit here and there, this is forgivable, i mean we sure to influence one another.. but... to copy everything, mannerism, things they EAT, things that DO.. its getting on my nerves

bleh.

I wasn't feeling very well previously and have seen the doc. The doc gave me some pills and im waiting for myself to recover.. it takes about 2 weeks.. very sian.. the road to recovery is terrible, i feel so fat.. hyyz..

Im thinking of going for exercise before coming to work.. CAN I??? LOL

Tummyache

Ok! Long time no blog. How is the people out there doing? Have not been reading nor writing entries for quite a long time now..

Lets see what i have missed out updating on my life..

1) Celebrated Xmas
2) Celebrated New Year 2009
3) Did preparations for the Cow year and gambled, Q and ate bak kwa, visiting..
4) Bought a house, waiting for HDB to contact me for signing the official papers
5) Permed my hair coz ah lun say perm nicer
6) Grew shorter
7) Went on short trip to BKK for biz and 2 hours shopping

Still got many others.. too lazy to update all.

Well, today, i have experience tummy ache.. same as my ah lun. He also lao sai.

What to do? We are BONDED! wahahahahahaha

Other than this "interesting" thing that happened, everything else is pretty much the same.
Oh ya.. i woke up earlier this mrning just to avoid the Q for my 10 mil this friday.

I have put the 10mil with singapore pools, so this friday they will make me the winner for me to get my money that i put there. This is a strategy for them to make u guys buy toto and waste money.

The winning ticket and the money is mine!! Muahahhahaah..

Wana go on a trip.. im still researching for a good destination man.. Wohooh!

Hope ah lun get well soon.. tmrw is thurs le! hur hur hur...

Here i am again

Believe many people have thank Bear for her revival of her blog inspiring all of us to give our blog a makeover! LOL..

Thanks dear.. hehe..

Very short entry coz im going for lunch now! Be back to bitch if there is anything to say